i dont know how to relationship anymore
my love life is fucking terrible right now and i want to write it all out but i honestly dont feel like hearing advice or people telling me their thoughts. i really just want to say everything to her. but she wont fucking listen. i just want to drive home and make her talk to me. this is seriously killing me. i am so frustrated. i dont know what to do.
this is the kind of mood in which all i want to do is make really violent art. like drench my hands in paint and punch through canvas. i want to scream and cover my face in paint and smash it against a wall. I want to roll in paint and beat the floor until someone comes to grab my heaving sobbing body off the ground.
so on my right arm my fat creases so it like, makes two little rolls. and It feels like a somewhat recent development but I was looking at old pictures of myself and I had to be like 9 or 10 maybe and I had this little tiny roll of arm fat and im just like okay time to accept that my arm does this and will forever do this so hello little arm fat roll i love you i deem you as cute.